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Blossoms of hope by Staci Kennelly

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Filed under A Beautiful Mess, Finding Hope
Staci Kennelly is mom, teacher, mentor and housemaid to three wonderful and amazing girls.  In her spare time she enjoys playing hooky with her husband and children, cooking yummy food, exploring new cities, collecting vintage cameras and photographing all of it. 
My Japanese Magnolia tree is one of my favorite plants in our yard.  It is a big beautiful tree that is green all of spring and summer.  Come autumn, all of it’s leaves slowly loose their color and fall.  Then the tree sits there for weeks, bare.  The whole thing is this great gray stick. Each year, this is when my heart seems to fall in love with my tree more. Not because of what it is, but because I know what is coming.  You see, in the middle of winter, when all of my garden is sleeping and waiting for spring, my Japanese Magnolia blooms.  It doesn’t have a single leaf on it…  only pretty pink flowers.  This giant gray stick is suddenly a bursting with life!
©2012 Staci Kennelly
The first year we lived in this home, I thought I had killed it.  It was just so bare.  But now, I know that when it is bare and seems to have nothing else, that is when I am to be reminded of the years past.  That is when I reach back and remember the Januarys filled with pink flowers.
©2012 Staci Kennelly
Hope is like that.  We do not need to be reminded of hope when our soul is in a spring season.  Spring is  full of new life.  Summer is filled with freedom and warmth.  We seem to carry summer’s warmth into autumn.  But when winter comes, sometimes, its cold reaches so deep into our soul that we forget what  warmth and freedom felt like.    This is when we need to remind ourselves of years past.  We can remind ourselves of our own beauty and our own strength.  We can remind ourselves of the times we fell, only to rise up again.  Winter seasons in my life no longer hold fear or worry.  They are a time of great hope.  For I know, right there in the middle of winter, I will bloom.
©2012 Staci Kennelly

RELAUNCHING A BEAUTIFUL MESS!!

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Filed under A Beautiful Mess, Art Journaling, Home.Food.Garden, Poems and Blessings, Spiritual Direction

Well the site never got “turned off.”

This may have been providential in the midst of shifting my focus to my new site kristinritzau.com (which still exists).  As I have been doing some vision planning for 2012, something became quite clear… TOGETHER WE ARE BETTER. Through the workshops, events, and open mic nights, this has been so evident and so refreshing.  As I thought about it, this is what ABM was birthed out of – a safe space to be yourself, authentic and true.  Why not have a blog where we can continue this community?  Where others can join when they want to and contribute.  Where we can find our voices and share our gifts as well as honor and respect other people in the space.

So here we are in 2012, with a website that never got shut down, and a philosophy to support it.  So why the heck not?  I am over the moon about this idea so here it goes: Each week, at least to start with, a different voice will be featured sharing an original essay, photo, collage, art piece, or poem.  These ideas will revolve around a seasonal prompt which will change every four months.  So for example, if the prompt for this winter is “Finding Hope,” then you would use that to create something to share with this community and your own of course.  It could be just a short poem to a picture that inspires that prompt in you to a story to a painting (which you would take a picture of)… hopefully it will make sense as it begins.

I have contacted a handful of people to initiate the blog which will start next week, but as we get the ball rolling if you feel like you want to contribute something, send me a message and I will send you the prompt for this season.  And remember TOGETHER WE ARE BETTER! Happy New Year everyone.

What is work?

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Filed under A Beautiful Mess, Home.Food.Garden, Spiritual Direction

I declared these past 10 days Take Your Wife To Work Week. My husband works for an international humanitarian organization and travels quite a bit.  Due to my old job responsibilities it was never an option for me go with him.

As I made the transition to my new role in the university, we quickly realized there was a window of time for me to travel to Costa Rica with him.

It didn’t hurt that we tacked on a couple days to the front end to relax at the beach.  However, we soon found ourselves at Nate’s boss’ home ready to begin our work week.  I figured if you have to lesson plan, what’s the difference between my home office or working in a different country with my husband?

My other companions on this trip were textbooks – leadership, spiritual formation, writing – along with other “fun” reads like Wendell Berry and John O’Donohue. As Nate sat for long planning meetings, only breaking for meals.  I found myself diving into outlining, reading and lecture writing. Ten hours later I had finalized a syllabus and planned two lectures. I had learned new presentation software and done mental gymnastics in order to translate ideas to a new generation of students.

I was spent. Read More »

Savoring Summer

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Filed under A Beautiful Mess, Art Journaling, Home.Food.Garden, Workshops/Retreats

Summer is here.

The corn reminds me every morning by growing inches each day, just soaking up the heat. Likewise, the tomato garden on the other side of the yard is not complaining.

That’s a good thing because we are about to leave for a week of contemplative prayer and no technology – therefore, no blogging.  A week of slowing down, savoring life as only one can when disconnected from all things savvy.

So I wanted to show pictures of the garden before we leave so I can see how much it grows while were gone.  And to update you on its progress since I posted not too long ago about the adventure of homesteading we embarked on a couple of years ago.  It has been great hearing about what all of you are growing and getting encouragement too.

I hope to come back from this retreat rejuvenated for this new season with lots of inspiration, love and energy for what is ahead.  I am working on quite a bit of new material and (drum roll) … a new design for the website that will be amazing!  I can’t wait to share it with you. So it’s a good time for a break and I hope you are getting some vitamin d too.

I also wanted to invite you to the homestead for another Beautiful Mess Workshop event.  July 30th I will be hosting another creative day here where we’ll explore what it looks like to discover our true voices and find safe space with other women.  It promises to be a memorable day that many women have connected with over the past couple years. I hope you can make it! And if you have come to one in the past, it would be great to have you back too as new explorations always emerge.  Please click here for more information.

See you soon! Happy Homesteading.

Finding home sweet home

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Filed under A Beautiful Mess, Home.Food.Garden, Workshops/Retreats

This past weekend, I hosted an open mic/art show at the homestead.  It was an evening that had me enthralled and I didn’t want it to end.  A poet, a sculptor, a singer and a spoken word performer, amongst a few more writers and creative geniuses, graced us with their offerings.  It was such a sacred time that ushered summer in with profound, but gentle truth.  I am almost at the end of making a big transition that I announced last week. Thank you to everyone for your support and encouragement in this season.  It has meant so much to me and my husband.

In reflecting about the first days of summer that are upon us all, I couldn’t help but think about this past season and the direction of my life.  I wrote this for the Open Mic with the prompt I gave the other participants: We will meet the weekend before Summer Solstice to celebrate the changing of seasons. Using that prompt, please create something, or pick something you already have with a similar theme to share.

I want to share it with those of you who couldn’t be there before I head out of town for my annual no-technology week next week.  I will post some pics of the yard later this week, but here is the piece – Finding Home Sweet Home

 

After I was born, my parents brought me home. Home was a typical middle class suburban house in a Western Washington neighborhood.

The home sat nestled in a few pine trees with other houses not too close, but not too far away either.  I grew up playing in the street with other kids, and painting on an easel my mom set up for me in her art studio.

Although I was young, I remember feeling safe at the fact that my room was sandwiched between my two older brothers’ and my parents’ rooms.

Home changed though as my father’s appetite for a house with a view grew. He moved us to his custom dream home on a cliff with a driveway a tenth of a mile long. Our neighbors were senior citizens destined to live out their lives in peace and tranquility. Read More »

Making a Mess in Colorado

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Filed under A Beautiful Mess, Art Journaling, Workshops/Retreats

A lot of paper was ripped in the past four days. And with every tear, I pray that something in the world was stitched up.

I flew to Denver last Thursday.  It was the fourth trip I’ve been on in a month.  This spring has encompassed another country, another county, another state, and all different kinds of amazing events and people at every stop.

The three events scheduled for this past visit flew by, but not without moments to pause, to meditate, to share, to laugh, to rip, to cry, and to heal. I met over 30 women this past week (and even more up north in Modesto) who are longing to find depth, connection, and growth in their communities and with themselves.

(centerpieces for the event at Big Valley Grace Church in Modesto)

A trend is emerging at these workshops of women being reintroduced to the right side of their brain: the creative, intuitive, fluid and often ignored or undervalued side. Through ripping up magazines, finger painting and throwing “normal” structure out the window, we began to breathe a little easier, deeper, and truer together — all at different rhythms, but side by side nonetheless.

It wasn’t without rules though.

“Rules?” You might ask, “I thought perfectionists were trying to recover from those?”

These were different: Read More »